Hum. Life is just unfair. I need to pay bills and have a normal life. But I don't think that will ever happen. I'm about to lose my phone. I need to get caught up on rent. And I have a huge light bill I need to pay. I guess this is why folks go homeless. You can't find a job, nobody wants to hire you, and the bills come every month. I just don't know what is gonna happen. No I don't. I feel like I should just give up.