Hum. Life is just unfair. I need to pay bills and have a normal life. But I don't think that will ever happen. I'm about to lose my phone. I need to get caught up on rent. And I have a huge light bill I need to pay. I guess this is why folks go homeless. You can't find a job, nobody wants to hire you, and the bills come every month. I just don't know what is gonna happen. No I don't. I feel like I should just give up.

I have no clue with my emotions today. I keep running in circles over my thoughts. I keep having these bad thoughts about myself. I am so mean to myself. Ugh! I need to have a one on one talk with myself and find out what is up! I am usually so happy. I guess it could be the issues I'm having with life. I can't seem to get a job(praying hard on this one!!) And bills!! Omgeeze!! Bills, bills, bills!!! They all are due! 😑😑 Life will one day make sense!!

I am so happy to know I can create a blog spot!! I have had so many problems with getting my feelings out. I hope to post more soon. I'm continuing on working with my many problems with life. So. Sometimes you might read that I have the same problem about every day!!